Because a bunch of people seem to agree that Yunjae rants are good value and this is my favourite Yunjae evidence ever.
do you know what’s call love?
no~ in fact I have no idea about it too…
just don’t know it Ye
my heart feels hot and I keep running and keep tearing up
what should I do?
Should I go pleading with bent knees?
I don’t know too Ye
I keep finding you and running, I’m back to the original spot even when I keep walking
Do you not love me Do you not want to forget
even if I want to start anew
It doesn’t seems easy for our love
My memories. sweet memories~
I have become someone who can no longer hide it
forget the old days~
We just need to have the 2 of us
know we know it, don’t we
we know it even if we don’t say it out
tomorrow, we will shout out of the yesterday that isn’t too far
i’m sorry that I can’t say it
i love you my dear
many times i’ve tried calling
I’ve been thinking about what to say…
I don’t know it too Ye~
even as I fall asleep and wake up, I can’t stop myself from wanting to find you
look at me, look at the me now
Although it feels awakward because I’ve changed so much, wait
let’s not be too far apart, I make a promise to the world ahead of me
This song seriously gives me the most hardcore feels, like when I read the lyrics my chest gets all tight and I want to cry or smile I don’t even know but ARGH. It is so, so obvious that this is about Yunho. When I try to think of other explanations, none of them make sense.
- Could it be about Yoochun? That’s what Jaejoong said when people were asking about the meaning, that it’s called Nine because it had been 9 years since Yoochun joined TVXQ. But no, that’s a blatant lie. He met Yoochun in 2003 and wrote the song in 2010… 7 years before. But he met Yunho in 2001, 9 years before. None of the lyrics apply to Yoochun, why would he feel awkward with Yoochun? Why would he say that they’re far apart? Why would he have trouble calling Yoochun? Why would Yoochun have to wait for him? Why would he sing about Yoochun but not Junsu? Why would he need to lie unless he has something to hide? It makes zero sense, and it’s interesting that he even bothered to explain it to fans - he’s a busy dude, he doesn’t need to explain himself, but he did anyway. And the thing is, the best way to make a lie believable is to keep it as close to the truth as possible- so of course the lie he made up would be about a member, but just not in incriminating one.
- Could it be about a random anonymous girlfriend? As if he’d have a girlfriend during such an emotionally stressful period of his life, and what are the chances that his problems with a girlfriend would be exactly the same as his ones with Yunho?
- Could it be about nobody in particular and just be a generic love song? Yeah right, Jaejoong writes his feelings and the fact that he responded to fans asking the meaning shows that it does mean something. He could’ve just said it wasn’t about anyone.
- Could it be about Yunho and Changmin together? No, it was clearly about romantic love between two people- “our love” “just the two of us” “my dear”. And if it was about both of them, why would he lie about it? W was obvious enough, they don’t seem to feel the need to hide their feelings about the two of them.
Jaejoong, you are obvious as fuck. I love it and I love your pretty, hearbreaking lyrics.